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#1
01-06-2008
Default I lost my temper, and messed up. I beat my wife.

Right now, words cannot describe my feelings. I feel so useless, so less then a man. I cant believe that in a short time we went from a happy newly wed couple, to me beating her. I mean, I dont understand why - my father never beat my mom.

I dont think it was one thing that did it. I think its been a combination of multiple things that have been stressing me and affecting me recently, and it just built up and exploded in one vicious act.

I think it started with work this week - it was so frustrating because so many people I had trained and worked with, came back from the holiday season acting like they didn't have one clue how to do their damn job. And then my boss expects me to work some miracle on the issue - like its my fault. What the heck is that???

And then my wife, for breakfast each morning, insists on making waffles, every freaking day. Seriously. I asked her one morning, "Hey, I prefer pancakes, can I have those?" Does she make them? No. All you have to do is put the damn batter in the pan instead of the waffle maker. But she hasnt done it all week. Everyday she just gets up at 5:00 a.m., and makes the same damn waffles with blueberries or chocolate chips. Can I have some freaking variety?????

But even with those substantial reasons, I think what led to it the most was xbox live. This week Ive been coming home from rough days at work, and trying to unwind each day by playing cod 4. What happens? Cant get a freaking game. Nothing at all. Constant network issues. Is my life meant to be hell?

I think all these things just led up to what happened tonight.

I was playing halo 3 with Ali & Vivacity, and she came and bothered me as usual - whining about spending time with her. I told her we have the rest of our lives to - we're married. She says that we dont, because all I do is come home and play that stupid game - thats all I did this past week. Are you kidding me?! This week I played cod 4, at the time I was playing H3. Those are two totally different games! How can you get them confused?? Plus whatever time I spent during the week playing is irrelevant, because Im playing a different game do wives not understand this? I mean, am I being difficult here? Im pretty sure Im not.

However she persisted, and nagged causing me to go triple negative. She then taunted me, jeering, "Thats good for you, maybe next time you'll spend time with me!"

I dont know if I'll ever be able to forgive myself for what I then did. I feel so small now, so foolish. Im even near tears just telling you all this. Please promise me you wont grow up to be the monster Ive become.

I reached out, and grabbed a controller (it was the closest thing to me at the time) turned around to her, and with brute, excessive force, shoved it into her hands. I then played her 1v1 and beat her ass 15-0. I even teabagged her.

I dont know if there is forgiveness for what Ive done. I hope she takes me back. I need to seek professional help to not let this become a trend.

Promise me you will never do what I have done.
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It seems like it was just a lot of stress that got the best of you. You better do some serious damage control.

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Is this a serious thread?
What do you think? Im practically crushed.



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If it was me, I would not take you back.

"im pretty sure when i said, was because its the same word. not a different word. then the meaning's of the word... but okay"
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What do you think? Im practically crushed.



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well I changed my post just for you. lol.

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almost got me midpoint, my wife just ignores me when I play halo.
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Story of the year....lol the waffles bit was hilarious.
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POSTING IN EPIC THREAD

I believed it at first, but I was like 'what the shit' when you got to the XBL bit.
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I hate waffles.

She got what she deserved.


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You know a man when you can beat your wife efficiently at Halo 3.
 

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